It's day 4.
Day 4
by Anna
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i went to the gym this morning... it actually made me feel down on myself. i cried in the car, i just feel like im floundering. i told my mom about my struggle with porn last night, and i almost told her i lost my virginity last year (something she would probably cut me off for). all those memories from that time flooded back this morning and im just so emotional about it. i'm feeling very on edge, i think im accepting that ill relapse. it's crazy to me how one day is a black and white difference in how i feel about quitting. yesterday i was on top of the world. today i'm in a deep valley. pray for me, brothers and sisters.
I thank God that He loves you so much and has won the victory on your behalf. You have victory in Jesus name, that’s the truth, no matter how tempted you feel, always remember the truth, that Jesus has set you free, embrace His truth and His freedom. The pain of resisting temptation is way less than the pain of regret. Pause, don’t act on any impulses, don’t use your phone, don’t scroll, just be, pray to God to lead you to that door of escape. You’ve got this Anna, stay strong