Get back on my feet

I’m struggling to get back in my feet. I fell hard about a month ago and I’m still struggling. I’m relapsing every day, though I still push to hold myself accountable. I keep cleansing my phone but I quickly redownload apps that I’ve previously deleted and that leads me back to the internet for 🌽. I want to be passionate about my hobbies like I used to be but I feel stuck in a cycle that I can’t break from. Any advice?