Reason 4 for Why I Want to Quit Porn. I’m going to be in my best friends wedding

My best friend of 6 years is getting married in April and about a month ago he asked me to be a grooms men in his wedding. He has been there for me through a lot. I had severe acne and depression in high school, to go along with a severe porn addiction. He helped me get through that tough time in life and I’m glad to call him a friend. In October my sister got married and I wasn’t sober from porn. And that hurt. Watching her marry her best friend, and having that shame and guilt. Knowing if I could overcome this addiction, I could be getting married with a clear mind and conscience. Well I get a second chance in April and I don’t want to have that thought in the back of my head. I’ll be there supporting my friend in full. I don’t just want to be a warm body at the front of the room with all the other groomsmen, but distracted by my shame and conscience. I want to be completely present for my best friend. Because dammit he was there for me