Day 10 report
Im noticing my patterns of self sabotage and also low vibrational state of being and how it’s holding me back from being my most successful self. I was hiding behind porn for so long I was clouded from myself. But I’m starting to really see myself for who I am. Only issue , I don’t know how to change and be better. Is it a fear of change? But why am I internally scared of change that is good? Being a better man? Being good at my sales job shouldn’t scare me it should drive me yet I feel myself giving up on things I need to prioritize. Stopping porn has been the first step in changing myself for the good but I never knew the hardest part wasn’t stopping porn but it was actually loving myself and becoming the man I want to be.
I remember the feeling of 10 days, I pray you keep it up. 10 days is always around the time my mind finds an excuse.