want love not lust

19, will not be prepared to be in a relationship unless this is fully gone like 30 days out like not going back. porn is keeping me single. But also fixating on the days be making me slip. I took a step back from someone to get closer to God and fully submit this bcuz I respect any of Gods daughters to not enter a relationship with anyone unless I’m fully ready and obv no one is perfect but porn addiction is one thing I struggle with therefore I’m not ready until I’m free. I’ve been prayed for have deliverance, accountability but I’ve realised that I can’t do this on my own strength by only with Jesus. It’s a daily fight. But I had to ask myself if I was in a relationship would my behaviour change? Prob not maybe for few months then it would fizzle out cuz I haven’t address the core issue.