oh it’s starting to hit now

so i’ve officially had my first 24 hours and some change without porn and i’m starting to really feel tempted alone, closed door, on my bed after running errands and going to the gym naturally it feels like i should be doing it so it feels really hard for me that i’m not, and it’s really tempting. but i have to remember my main goal is to get closer to God again and also reciprocate the loving kindness and loyalty my boyfriend gives to me.