After too many relapses I’ve downloaded this app and praying that God will help me

My name is Emil Gorgioski I’m 29 and have been battling this addiction since my teenage years. I feel hopeless and empty. I have had only one period of porn free life and it lasted about 4/5 months. I’ve been struggling again ever since. I’ve started therapy with a sex addiction counselor. I have been looking at sex addiction groups. If anyone knows of any in Chicago please let me know. I am desperate. I want to beat this. I am single and I can’t pursue a woman until I overcome this. Each time I move away from porn my mind will find some other way to get a sexual release. I feel disgusting and that no one will love me ever. Please pray for me if you can. I feel like there a demon of lust attacking me every day and I feel so helpless. I try to read my Bible every day and pray to god. I always repent when relapsing but feel like I am so far away from God.