In the past I had a bad addiction to porn that started when I was probably 13. Now 18 in college Me and my gf of a year and a half had a deep talk abt saving sex for marriage so we went back to doing that. Now that we doing that I find myself falling back into pornography because I keep having sexual thoughts and temptations. Every time I fall i feel dirty and guilty like I cheated. Sometimes I don’t even wanna talk to God because ik I deserve his forgiveness. How do I combat this?? Every time I resist the temptation comes back 10x stronger later until I eventually fall.
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Samuel Nations•203d ago
Me and my girlfriend are doing the same thing, the reason it comes back 10x stronger is because satan sees that you are reaching for a closer and healthier relationship not only with your girlfriend but with God and he sees you as a primary target, I know where you are coming from because I’m in the same boat, 20 years old and over 10 Years of addiction, remember to read his word and trust in him to get you through it, it’s been hard for me but I believe I’m in a new step in my life where I can finally be free!
Preciate it bro. You helped a lot. This is not easy at all especially for someone with a high sex drive.