Start of this journey

This started for me when I was 9 years old which is insane to acknowledge. Unsupervised internet access as a kid is not to be underestimated, Even back then at that age, some part of me knew what I was doing was wrong. And I didn’t even understand what it was I was doing. I cant say I’m proud of how long I’ve done this for, being 20. I never wanted this to be something that joined me into adulthood. I am not looking for motivation or an easy way to abstain. I know it’s a choice I have to commit to plain and simple and that is the path I want to embark on. I know that anything that is physically and humanly possible is within our reach and that all of us can achieve it if we are committed and want it bad enough.