A new journey
Well throughout the past 4 months I’ve heavily improved my mental health and whilst spending most of February without watching Porn I relapsed near the end of it, then I spent 10 days clean before yesterday, I have decided to finally quit this, and while yes I’ve changed so much, learnt about forgiveness of both one self and towards others, reading about stoicism and living a much more spiritual and peacefully mental life, hell even on the gym I’ve been doing great I am currently talking to a girl and despite not doing it for her but for myself at the end I wish to quit not 80-90% but quit 100% I am sure this time it isn’t motivation it is discipline, I’ve shown I can change I know I will change…
I’ve proven time and time I can be better and despite falling always getting up but why fall in the first place? Why not just stay up?