Need to lock in

I literally just folded not to long ago out of random boredom. I don’t want to say I feel bad but I don’t feel good about my current actions. I’m more disappointed in myself because I felt as if I was doing good. Was on a seven day streak and blew it just because I didn’t have enough will power to care about stopping myself. My birthday is coming up and I don’t want to carry this bad habit of mine into my next year of life. I think imma try and do more check ins to n the app just to keep my mind clear. I ain’t mean to ramble, just needed to vent a little. Stay strong y’all.