I’m done

The title is true, I’m done, I keep telling myself that I’m done with masturbating, I’ve been telling myself that for years, but now it’s for real. I’m 18 years old, and I don’t feel alright. Recently I’ve been pleasuring myself but when I do, afterwards, I feel disgusted with myself. I no longer wanna feel that, especially after today. So, today is the day of the journey’s beginning, I’ll keep writing almost everyday so I can stick true to this, and better myself for me, my family and friends and God. I truly mean it this time