How do I get closer to god and stop giving in
Im 16 i got introduced into it when I was in 3rd grade and I’ve been addicted since around 7th I know I need to stop and I will pray about it then go ahead and do it not even 10 minutes later I feel ashamed and it’s affected my self image and I feel like all eyes are on me all the time and that if I don’t look perfect or feel perfect people won’t like me or that I’m not good enough for god if anyone else has this same type of problem what do you do to deal with it
https://quran.com/maryam