I can do this!

I've watched porn a lot in college, it started when I was younger, I would look at naked women but it wasn't until high school when a girl taught me to masterbate and it opened a door for me that I have struggled to permentently close. I've done away from porn for a month before but as of late as life has become challenging its been hard to stop, I've stayed away for a few days now and I need to not go back, its not easy because at times I want to bust a nut of release but I need to stay busy to keep my mind off of it