Keep being positive with yourself bro. I know the feeling, I relapsed after a 59 day streak, you hate yourself but talking negatively to yourself is never gonna work. Just accept, repent, move on and try again. Jesus loves you

In 5 days, you will be right back here, keep moving forward mate!

Take it 5 days, 1 day, 2 days at a time! Whatever you need. Progress, not perfection

See that as a win that you went 5 days clean. Now just try for another 5 days

Same bro, the feeling after is awful really messes with your head but you will get back on track just try your best to keep thinking how much it isn’t worth it, it’s really hard I know it feels like you have no self control but you will get there my friend.

Yeah bro you ain’t pathetic i’ve done stuff like that too

Aye ur good bro. I did the same shit. Don’t bury urself for it though cause then you will be more prone to relapse. Just go do something to fill your time today. Even a walk outside helps tbh