First relapse
Day 0
by jack west
63 upvotes
After almost exactly one week I watched porn and jerked off to it. I feel like shit I told myself multiple times I don’t have to do it but I caved and I am somewhat glad I did because now I really know the difference and not doing it makes me feel so much better compared to how I feel now. I haven’t felt this bad in a long time I let myself down but most importantly God.
Don’t sweat it dude, it happens to literally everyone who tries, and you being this contemplative and conscious about it is already a big step forward. Onwards and upwards!