Relapsed at 17 days

I’ve been drinking tn and I let my drunk state get the best of me I almost stopped myself but slipped up. I’m not sad but I am disappointed I’ve been in a streak of basically edging but stopping myself before I finish just for that dopamine hit. But I’m gonna start fresh and be truly porn free. No more looking but not acting, it’s time to be truly clean, and focus on Christ and the girl who loves me