I don’t find a huge reason

I’ve been relapsing all my life since I started when a I was young. The thing is, I’m 22 now, and I broke up with my girlfriend one and a half years ago that we were together for almost six years. Since then, I haven’t been able to enjoy a good sexual occasion. Even with her, we couldn’t have penetration because of some pain of her. The thing is, I’m really focused on working and creating something huge. That’s why I haven’t been with too many womans in the last time. But I don’t find a real reason to just hold my sexual energy, the thing is I just kept falling on porn as my “sexual occasion”. Is someone in a similar situation (focused) and not too many sexual activity? I would love to read your experience and giving me some advice to reach the next level. Thanks. Love for everyone.