Head up brothers

Pretty sure I just broke up with the girl I thought would have my kids with. Well at least a living one we had a miscarriage about 2 months ago and went through an every rough time. Found out it was actually for a car accident she had and they also found out she had stage 1 ovarian cancer but just a couple of weeks ago she was cancer free after he surgery I also had knee surgery 2 weeks ago and it’s just been super hard recently and I guess it’s hasn’t got better I’ve learned a couple of things of who she truly isn’t and it’s just not right I stay no more it hurts to leave but I know God has plans for me weather it’s getting back with her after she matures and grows into the women I fell in love with or if it’s with somebody else who knows man just keeping my head above water and praying to god every day and chance I get I love all yall and hope every one’s doing well take care guys