Toiling after a 15 day streak, I need to climb out of this hole again.

Got up to 17 days recently and threw it all in the drain, I honestly couldn’t sleep and had work the next day. I was so down bad all I could think about was fapping, I tried listening to music and even praying but I still couldn’t fall asleep because self consciously I knew I was just trying to get my mind off of it so the thought lingered until I gave in. I’m still technically porn free but still looking at social media models (I don’t have insta installed but find myself downloading it to fap)… I’m going to post on here daily to get back into my streak, even if this doesn’t get seen 🙂