Day 1 again…
I had to look myself in the mirror and really think about how this stuff is affecting me. I want this girl, but right now, she can’t trust me. I can’t even trust myself. I’m afraid to move on with her because I don’t want her to know this dark side of me. Back to day 1, I am going to document everyday and hope to God that I have the strength to break free forever.
I’ve been there. If she loves you she will love you dark side and everything about you. Be honest and truthful to her. Tell her all that you feel. God has given you the power to guide your life towards faithfulness