Relapsed twice in one day
Day 0
by Nathan
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I don’t know what happened to me today. Maybe it’s because I found out the girl I was interested in and I thought was reciprocating feelings may not be feeling the same way. I also started my first ever Orthodox fast today and I was hoping this focus would help me, but it didn’t. I’m afraid I may be losing sight of the goal, but I just need to keep pushing.
In times of loneliness or feelings of desperation for love we turn to the things that give us that love, although fraudulent. You have to love yourself enough to realize that you are worthy of love, from the Lord and from those around you. Stop chasing this fake love, it only diminishes the love that you do have. God bless brother