Can I even be fixed?
Day 0
by Cori
1239 upvotes
I’m Cori and I’m 15, I know a lot of you would say I shouldn’t be on this app, and there should be no problem with me but in reality there is a major problem. I was first exposed to porn when I was 11 and started masturbating a little after I turned 12. Ever since then its been a daily thing, I can’t go 3 days without jerking off and it’s fucking my head up, and it might fuck my relationship up. And now I definitely think something is wrong with my dick. Around December, I got head for an hour straight and i couldn’t cum but when I got home and watched porn, I came in less than 10 minutes. Is there even a way to revert myself to be able to cum from actual sex instead of porn?
There's a lot of people who are the same age as you or younger are also on this app. Honestly the age doesn't really matter, everyone here struggle with the same sin and are trying to achieve the same goal. If it makes you feel a little better, I'm a female and I somehow found out rubbing my 🐱 felt good when I was literally in kindergarten. I kept up with it every night without really understanding why it felt good and at the age of 7 I was exposed to nudes for the first time and my body already knew how to react to it. And then, I was also 15 when I was first exposed to porn. Touching myself more than once a day and finding it more difficult to cum the more I went deeper into this addiction, all that, I can relate. So I totally understand how you feel and many here feel the same way. I have however, managed to have a 21 day streak before downloading this app long time ago. And my goal is to beat that streak and I believe I can do it because according to (1 Corinthians 10:13) it says "[13] The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure." Remember you're not alone in this and that you have an everpresent God to run to and the community here! I also just downloaded this app 4 days ago and I'm on a 2 day streak, let's overcome this together! I'm sure we've got this!!