Going back

shitty. I’m just words on the screen as far you’re concerned. But I know you have untapped potential. And that might sound corny but I do believe in you. Take care, I hope you get to where you want to be.

Your perspective needs a big shift my dude. So what you’re only making it two days. So what? You’re still trying to stop and that counts for something. But maybe the reason you keep quitting/relapsing/giving in and torturing yourself after seems a lot like you’re just expecting to fail. You don’t believe in yourself, and that sucks. You need to be able to visualize a life where you’re ACTUALLY on track. You need to grow up. I don’t mean in typical societal terms. I mean mentally. Grow into the person you want to become. If you want to stop consuming pornography, you need become a person who doesn’t consume pornography. Yeah, it’s hard as fuck, yes you will fail, but you HAVE GOT to pull yourself out of this self-pitying, self-shaming hole you put yourself in, brother. Grow up. Become the version of yourself that you’d be proud of. Look back on this when you’re old and grey, and bout to die and just laugh at how hard something was for the current you. Try to have that hindsight now before you continue to waste your own time by not holding yourself to a higher standard. Lock in, Ondřej. I don’t mean any of this to be