20 more min till day 5

Hello everyone, I have been a porn addict since I was 10, I am now 27 and have gone 5 days without it. As I reflect on what this has taken from me. I notice that the relationships in my life need healing. From a broken home to endless relationships with woman. It’s always been hard trying to live a double life with high expectations with my self , but low self esteem to take action. I have been with my girlfriend for 3 years and I got caught cheating. I love her and I want to be better for her and for myself. Until now I am paying for my actions, and as I continue this journey I’m learning to surrender and be free to take action and being free to be me. God bless you all!