Post nut clarity mainly

I started feeling guilty every time I did it. I knew it was wrong and yet I did it anyways.

The shame every time I beat it

Used it as a coping mechanism. I know it’s not healthy, and need to prove to myself that I can beat it.

i want to see my full potential

Unmanageability in many aspects

My future family.

Got a girlfriend. Had sex. Couldn’t even stay hard for a minute. Never thought I would have that problem given that I’m hard as a rock when I watch porn, many times a day. I thought I would be a sex machine. Nope. I’ve been with my gf now for like 6 months and I haven’t came once with her.

God's will

I had been watching porn since I was like 8 or 9 and all it’s ever done is give me anxiety and kept my confidence super low. I feel like I lost a chunk of my childhood to it.

I fell in love

Feel like a loser every time I do it

I want to be more confident in social interactions