Fuck

I uninstalled all social media as well

DELETE IT the lord says “if your right hand causes you to sin CUT IT OFF, it is better to lose one part of your body then for your whole body to be thrown in hell” what this means is WHATEVER is causing you to sin or leading you into temptation the remove it. (Do not physically remove anything from your body 😂) but in this case social media is what is causing you to sin so DELETE IT AND ANY OTHER MEDIA, if you say “I talk to family and friends” get their phone number and remove social media, the Lord will always provide a way out sometimes we have to take drastic measures in order to avoid getting to this point where we are in self hatred. Delete whatever is causing you to sin or leads you into temptation. It was hard for me because I was on the fence of hating porn but I LOVE SEX and I wasn’t having it daily so my excuse was “I need to get rid of my seed because holding on to it is stressful” but that was nothing more than an excuse for me to feel good about jerking it. I am now in a better state because I CHOSE to allow the Lord to take control. It’s all a choice, I blamed God for my shortcomings but in reality I chose to do things that lead me away from God and into deeper more grotesque sins. It isn’t your fault that temptation is powerful but it is your choice to do WHATEVER IT TAKES to be free of it💯🙏🏿

Same bro. I relapsed just before after having a long streak. Feels shit but we gotta push and do it longer than last time