Day 15. What a journey
It has been a fight 😩 me vs my brain trying to gain control of my body again. 15 days no pmo, I had sex 3 times but I didn’t release, as I didn’t want to let go of my masculinity energy, I didn’t want to be foggy but I tried to sike my brain by giving it what it wants then stop at the right moment, 15 days no vape, vaping was triggering a lot of my pmo urge, my brain connected it to it, still no masturbation at the same time. 😩 journey has been a wild one, all to regain my body and brain. It’s all scientific how to beat this everyone. I was stuck in a 20 year loop since a kid, & now I’m fighting at 34, I’m tired & you all should be too. Tired of this nasty habit forcing us to take away our masculinity. It’s a masculine killer, our sperm is life, we can’t just waste it.
@you wet dreams is just the body reacting to you not masturbating or watching porn. Body has to find a way to get some dopamine off. It’s just showing that you’re healing. Wet dreams are good.