Almost day 7

Big for me. Last semester I could only make it 7 days at a time max. Yesterday was tough but I think it was because I was not as disciplined with the little things like looking at my phone, looking at girls, and thinking bad thoughts. After all those little slip ups my brain was in the mindset to watch porn and it was much more difficult. I know that the next 7 days will likely be more difficult with the small lies telling me i deserve it. Woke up w morning wood two days in a row. Honestly thought that was a kid thing because I haven’t had it in so long. I can feel my energy levels rising and generally more positive but it’s the one quick mistake that erases it. I remind myself of Jesus being tempted in the desert when he was already starving at his weakest point. I also think about the life I want to have after porn and how God is shaping me through this trial.