23 day Streak put to waste
Hey guys, day 23 was going well till it wasn’t. I even prayed to God that I want to continue going strong. Then I started scrolling for hours through YouTube shorts and instagram reels. I stumbled on some IG baddies, and it led to me looking at a whole bunch of pages that were dedicated to Hot and pretty girls. So yes I somehow went from just looking to masturbating. I hate what I’ve done, I’ve sinned before God. I have sisters, friends that are girls, I work around young girls and this makes me feel guilty. It’s such a disgusting thing to watch others have sex and lusting after a woman’s body. I get so easily triggered especially when I am bored. I was suppose to hit the gym but I instead decided to scroll for hours. I am not falling to this again, I’ll have to delete social media for a little bit. It’s time to win over this
Yeah bro delete social media, find something interesting and productive that you enjoy and focus on that whenever you have idle time. Don’t stay idle and don’t scroll for hours on your phone. Trust in God bro, He is forming you into the man He made you to be, the enemy wants to keep you from your purpose so bad, you are a king bro, made in the image of the most High, given dominion and authority. God has clothed you with His glory, don’t ever allow the enemy to deceive you into embracing death. God has given us life, get rid of everything that tempts you and draw near to God. Allow God to renew your mind, you have to stay away from porn bro. You’ve got this brother, stay strong