Relapsing
Day 0
by C
14 upvotes
Recently I've just been relapsing daily, I stopped feeling as sad though. I know what I want in life, I apparently just dont care enough about my future to fix my issues now. In a couple of years I will still be facing the same issues at this rate and Ill be living a pathetic life, but apparently that is not enough motivation. Ive been disciplined in many ways the last few months, but not in this. Was thinking abt regaining my dignity in April, but not sure yet how Im gonna refrain from masturbation if I keep continuously doomscrolling
Speaking from experience. It’s just a tremendous cycle of disappointment just for temporary enjoyment, it ends up draining you spiritually and mentally. Being idle tends to lead you into ‘doomscrolling’ or even lustful thoughts. Try to stay busy, I’m fighting it myself and I’m a busy person but it usually catches me when I have nothing to do or choose to have nothing to do. Don’t give up, you typing here is already a sign that you want to stop and for that I congratulate you