Relapse

I just relapse after 30 days. It’s sucks man. I was honestly astonished that I let myself get to that point where I was scrolling and giving myself excuses, one video to another and that was that. I gotta remind myself it’s a WAR not a single battle. My last streak was 17 so 47-2 since I’ve started this is the BEST I’ve ever gone in two months. Usually I would beat myself up and end up relapsing for the rest of the week and end up in a cycle but we gotta stay positive. Figure out what went wrong and prepare for the next battle. Be even harder on yourself and hold yourself to an even higher standard. I gotta get to 47 now that’s the new goal.