Outlet story

When I was college - I went out to a club and I met this hot girl - like hotter than anything online natural pretty body great - we were dancing in the club kissing and I brought her back and when it was time to do the deed my dick let me down - I felt so ashamed cuz it was her birthday as well and she was confused and she said “ this has never happened before” and wow I felt so down on myself finally got with a pretty girl and I failed to satisfy her because my mind was too tormented by online shit. I can’t let that happen again and I don’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy - I need to overcome this as it’s preventing me from great experiences and intimacy - this is a long term fight and I will win - day 2 feeling tempted but cannot give in- glad to have a support system we will win