Continuing to relapse

All you gotta do is have a no touch policy. Nothing too crazy. Just make a rule right now, from now on you do not touch it.

Ask god for help Tell him that you’re doing it to become a better person and to gain proximity to him as well, and tell him that without his help you won’t be able to get anywhere. And remember that if you are to enter another relationship as an addict, know that you will be a coward, because you won’t be able to satisfy her since your too busy satisfying yourself and your body doesn’t feel the need for it to perform. Imagine one day your a father with kids and you end up getting a divorce because your too busy jacking off. And it’s true because it strips you away from everything, motivation, self awareness, will power, nobility, purpose, energy, time. And without those things you’ll be a shit father and a shit husband, therefore you have a shit relationship and they end up leaving Do it for yourself and for god first Then do it for your wife and kids

As soon as you relapse, you’re going to battle with bingeing. You need to just find your footing and get up again. I’m praying for you brother