The flat tier

I’ve been fighting this addiction for as long as I can remember. I’ve relapsed a thousand times. For me, the first and second weeks feel like the “pink cloud” — but most of my relapses come during the third or fourth week, when I hit the flatline. That’s when life loses its taste, the pain becomes unbearable, and everything looks dark. No goals, no motivation, nothing. In those moments, my only escape has been porn. I’m getting close to that period again, and I’m afraid. Please pray for me, guys.