22 days

I’ve struggled with this for almost half my life. it’s ruined the only relationship I’ve ever been in. At times I feel absolutely hopeless, like I’m trapped in it and there’s no way out. It feels like it’s in control of my brain at times, like I just forget the amount of pain it has caused me and the person I care about the most in the whole world. I’ve been taking it 1 day at a time and I’m starting to feel more and more confident and assured that I can and will beat this thing. I’m so tired of that feeling of helplessness but it’s never hopeless, there’s always a way out. Just keep trying and never give up. We’ll beat this thing together. Perhaps that’s a poor choice of words