Released with no porn / no fantasies

Yooooo check it So it had been 16 days since I last released. I have no urges for porn or masturbation really. Today I had a really long day starting work at 1 AM. I was so tired and feeling like I was having some tension in my body. I decided to masturbate, but I made sure to absolutely clear my mind. I did not think about anything. No fantasies, no porn that I’ve seen before, nothing. And it was amazing!!! I focused on how it felt for my body, I didn’t edge for hours. I just naturally had a moment with myself. And I’m happy I did because it shows me that I really am making a change. I don’t need porn and I don’t need fantasies. I don’t plan on masturbating again for a while because it’s not something but I feel I need all the time. But I’m glad that I know I can do it in a healthy way.