Man, life is hard.

I relapsed. Honestly I’m surprised I went four days without, but…. I know why. Trigger warning: My cousin shot himself in the head this Thursday. Our family is suffering hell right now-especially his parents, and his little sister, who was the one who found him. He didn’t stand a chance. That has been terribly hard, and it’s left me feeling numb, still feeling numb. We’re struggling to understand why God would let this happen. We have no idea if it was intentional or not, but it’s just terrible. If you feel the calling to donate to the GoFundMe for my uncle, the link is here. https://www.gofundme.com/f/walter-family-benefit