guilt
Day 4
by Diego
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i just feel shit right now. i dont feel like relapsing, but reflecting on the domino effect the grip porn has had on me leading up to the deplorable lonely person i’ve become, i feel really bad. but i know this is good, to finally reflect and know i’m on the right path. every day is a step away from the shadow that’s loomed over me for so long. i’ll overcome this, and i can beat my life in severe depression as well. i want to live.
I like how you’ve taken responsibility for your life. I wouldn’t beat up yourself too much though. Think about it, you’re wired to want these things. Life evolved with only one purpose in mind, to make more of itself. Everything else is unintended developments. Our technology has hacked life’s main purpose for you. Of course that’s going to be difficult to get over. We just need to keep pushing and evolving to rise above this shallow imitation of love called pornography. I believe in you man I really do. You got this!