I have a problem

When I began this journey, I genuinely thought I did not have a problem and that this would be a little exercise of my self-control. Oh boy, was I wrong… I cannot stop thinking about sexual things. Not a single mundane second passed without thinking about what I’d like to do and what I’d like to happen. I was met by the restriction block a couple of times and I left it. But damn. I genuinely have a big problem and it’s somehow getting harder day by day. When I look that it’s been only 5 days I wanna laugh but now I’m proud 🥲