What's going on with me.
So here is what is going on with me. I've had this problem off and on for more than a decade. I find it annoying. I don't know if I've ever gone an entire month sober. I have several blockers in my computer and different blockers in my phone. Yes as in multiple. Yes as in I've paid for multiple some I have lifetime subscriptions to. It helps. I f I can stop the issue from happening in the first place it helps. The issue is that it's lonely. You stay sober for a while and then your body gets upset at at you. It starts wondering hey where is the feel good chemicals and the stimulation? I came here on a whim after a relapse. I figure part of me thinks if I have more and more blocking stuff it will get easier but I figure another part of me is lonely and wants to actually take to somebody who gets it. I need help.
Huh. I actually got a response. Interesting. So I'm curious does this app block stuff as well? As far as the get up seven times verse goes I see if like this. If I wasn't trying in some real capacity to get better why would I be here or gave all the filters or genuinely try to reevaluate my life in the first place? Realizing oh you have a pornified mindset and some of what people tell you as your trying to recover will make it worse has been a strange journey.