Cruise Challenge - Day 11

Still going strong boys - Read the easy peasy book attached to this app. It’s a great resource along with the videos. I’m writing this post during a time I’d normally be relapsing. My wife is gone, I’m alone in the house, and it’s raining outside. Right now, there’s no stress or anxiety which makes not relapsing much easier, but the scenario is definitely making the itch to relapse stronger. I’m not going to let it win, and I’m about to get out of the bedroom as soon as I hit post to have a better chance of making it through the day. Stay strong guys, day 11 feels fucking amazing by the way. I’m going through the day with much more peace now that I have a better understanding as to how bad this little monster is after reading the book. When I made it to 11 days during previous attempts, I would have so much anxiety constantly using willpower to push me through, making me feel worse.