Starting over for the last time
I’ve struggled with freeing myself from this addiction for years and with off and on commitment to the endeavor. Recently I have struggled to get past 3 days. So in order to help myself I will be utilizing more aspects of the app, I’ve already reach chapter 18 in the easy peasy method hack book. I plan on posting here every night when I’m tempted and give a new reason why I don’t want this life anymore. Every day another reason to get clean and free myself from porn and masturbation. Today I promise to myself to stay clean because Im tired of getting sweaty palms in stressful situations even if I’m having a good time like on a date or playing video games. Seems like a small reason but I’m hoping to have 30 reasons to complete my first month clean in over 10 years.
Everyday it gets easier, the hard part is doing it everyday. You have the ability, freeing yourself is in your reach, you can do this. Consider reading proverbs in the Bible, it has a lot of wisdom even if you are not “religious” and also consider praying and asking God for help, you likely will be trapped forever under your own strength.