Month in and feeling strong
Hello everyone, this is my first post here i been clean for 32 days now. All I have to say is its been a tug of war with my mind but i feel so much better after the 30 day mark . At first not watching porn wasn’t bad i didn’t have the urge to look the first couple of weeks, but now these past 2 weeks every night I was getting an urge to open up the hub find one of the videos i use to enjoy and do the dirty deed. But i controlled myself stayed strong and thought to myself that you create your own actions and you have the power to not give in, its not easy but this app has helped seeing what everyone else goes thru and their stories. Going thru this journey is teaching me those temptations aren’t going away you have to live with them, but teaches you building discipline is key to being more successful in life and not letting short term dopamine spikes take over your happiness. Lastly, if anyone went thru having a streak and breaking it your not the only one and thats the key to learning. I been there plenty times thru out this year. Look at it like if you fail you always get a chance to learn from your mistakes and reflect how it made you feel. Hope everyone is having a great weekend, staying strong and creating new life goals!
So proud of you bro!