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Day 23
by Anonymous
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Guys I am almost about to reach 30 days and I don’t know why but the last days are so hard like on the second week I felt strong and I kept going but this week my energy is draining I feel lazy and I had two dreams where I was having s** with someone I did it with in the past
There are great days and down days all the way through. I’m at day 117 today, and last week I had a few days I just wanted to quit all this and stop trying (who could have been making me think that? Oh, I don’t know…satan, maybe?)(but I James 4:7’d the devil and ordered him away from me and I’ve had smooth sailing since). All the way through my journey to FREEDOM from porn, I’ve had times where I wanted to relapse back to porn. I have to stand my ground that I’m never going back, resist the devil (and he MUST flee-James 4:7), and give myself fresh to God every time, every day. I can’t go back to porn. I was nothing before. I am living life abundantly now. FREEDOM is life.