I am strong

This weekend I went up to my cabin property to do some work alone. I felt strength throughout the weekend until night fall. I was looking for shows to watch and i noticed our last guest didn’t log out of their Netflix account. One of the shows that came up as “continue watching” was the movie 365 days( soft porn). I felt the urge to watch where they left off. I almost hit play. I noticed a panic button on this app and never felt like I needed to hit. The panic button helped remind me to stay focused. My 79 days no relapse is a long time to lose and it just goes to show you must stay ready and keep yourself guarded. I now know I can trust myself to be away from the family without succumbing to porn in all forms.