I failed again
This post is a little sad, so be cautious if you read this. I fail again, and again, and again, and again. Every time I fail, it feels even harder to bounce back. I can even hold for fucking 2 or 3 days now. I mean, how bad is that? I workout, I do a lot of things. But apparently is not enough. I will need to fight harder. But my body and mind seeks comfort. I don’t know what I really seek with this post. I’m close to give up, but I also know that giving up isn’t a option. I mean why, did I even sign in on this app? Because I wanted to quit this shit! But… I keep failing. Somehow I think there is a deeper issue, it’s not just because I’m addicated. It is something else, something I have an idea about, but not know for sure. I wish that I could speak with a person eye to eye. But I don’t really know who. If you have any advice, please give it. I hope my post wasn’t too sad.
Have you tried real authentic connection and love. Can you admit you need those? Can you admit you're distracting Yu ourself from those needs? Stop shitting on yourself.