Another one smh
Had a slip up searching Patreon smh can’t escape this thing at all man. I did have that conversation with my wife and let her know of my slip ups. Moving forward I will disclose them all to her. She admitted that her libido drops a bit after telling her things so I have that to look forward to unfortunately.. but it feels good being honest. Either way back to 0 for me.
It’s just a habit, you can change it. Don’t beat yourself up, just pick yourself up and decide where to go next. You’re not a bad dude, just keep trying. You can do it.