3 weeks checkup

Made it too 3 weeks/21 days clean of no porn. I feel so much different it’s amazing. I see the world in different colors. I feel the bonds with my homies. It’s hard to explain you guys have to get there and experience it. Coming from watching porn for hours every morning and night and compulsively masterbating to relieve stress and depression to make my problems go away or cuz I couldn’t talk to girls. Started talking to girls at school and seein a girl smile just makes everything feel better. I no longer have been running away from my problems. I cut off all of the toxic people in my life haven’t been as depressed crying about a certain girl. I actually wanna get up and go to school and work and talk to people now. I crave genuine social interaction. Not the artificial dopamine you get from porn. I still have a slight urge to watch porn when I indulge in the thoughts but I learned to resist it. Still have problems with looking girls up and down and imaging sexual acts with them trying to fix that. I hope to he more genuine in my next relationship and not see women as objects to fuck.