Nights
Guys it’s 1:30am. I don’t normally go and do this crap at night but it just happened again. I am not sure what I need to do at this point honestly. I don’t get enjoyment, I know it’s not good for me. But I keep running back and I can’t figure out why. The true reason behind running back to something I know is bad. It’s actually getting really frustrating that not only do I feel I have no self control but also I can’t even figure out why I give it up so easily. This is such a stupid struggle. Good luck out here and may God be with you 🙏
Don’t beat yourself up too much brother. These are chains we are trying to break out of. Don’t let success get to your head and don’t let failure get to your heart.